Damage

It's amazing how the people closest to you can harm you the most and do so much damage

I try and stay strong but still I don't think any one can handle this

I attempt to remain calm because I should be able to maintain

But the truth is our relationship hasn't remained the same... its changed

Still I can't let it influence me because I have to be ready for the next

I've listened, I've learned and I grown for the past mistakes... the ex

I know my worth and no one can take that from me

But I do have to question why I keep the present company

My heart hurts and I know that out there is better

But I battle with the fact that I should be able to weather

Weather any storm... right? Because that's what a good woman would do

I just struggle with the fact that I am weathering this storm for you.

The is no future in us, there never was

So am I in this "relationship" just because

No ultimatums, I am just done

I have no problem conceding that you've won

Moving on is beyond just a statement

Its a journey that lead to exactly where I take it

I'm a big girl, do you know what we do when there's damage

I pick myself us, dust myself off , take the hole in my heart and bandage it