It's Over

The pedestal has disintegrated.
No longer do I look at YOU with "child's eyes"
I was wrong but I am not the bad guy.
Even though I miss you, I can ask myself why?
Our difference is that I confessed to my lies.

I can see myself in so many situations.
I look back at the memories that no one can replace them.
Through the hazy clouds I can still see your face and then.
I smile.

I used to think that contentment lead to resentment, but no longer.
It's so cliche but in a sense I feel stronger.
I have found the one thing to finally quench my hunger.
I guess I am saying that I am okay that it's over.

Ode to a Best Friend

This is my never ending story.
With twists and turns could never be boring.
So unique unlike any before me.
But isn't not me but he that should receive the glory.

I tell the tale of the greatest boy.
Quite clever and charming and ever so coy.
The type that I thought I would never annoy.
But ah at last, I was robbed of that joy.

This once upon a time, doesn't end so great.
The fate of my burdens that I tried to escape,
Caught up with me at an alarming rate.
So alone now, its more than one girl can take.

As taught by the wise ones before me, life will go on.
Not everyday a victory is won.
But treasure each day like life's just begun.
But I let my happiness depend on just one.

Trust is a factor that is so hard to build.
It takes years of practice to perfect that skill.
But once its broken, do you start at nill?
Or do you begin a journey thats all uphill.

The future, I am sad to say I can not predict.
Those open wounds I can only try to fix,
But this one friend I will truly miss.
Thats an ode to my best friend.